Oh, the rain defies the amber sunshine And the bitter wind returns Before time stood a chance Frozen in the grain Those embers finally died Leaving me alone again Those I have left behind me Shall haunt my memories But I shall walk alone On this downward spiral The leaves that wilt around me Shalt mock my futility As hopeless as I was To stand, at the end And I will walk, alone Holding onto this burden Waiting for nothing to change Except the same again And to and fro We take our chances At life, but never know The misery that awaits us once again That we know all too well Again, the tide begins to turn And the waves are far between The sea breeze turns to frost Frozen in the grain The sands beneath have shifted Unveiling hell below That frost that fell, and froze my heart Has turned to wintery snow And I will walk, alone Holding onto this burden Waiting for nothing to change Except the same again And to and fro We take our chances At life, but never know The misery that awaits us once again That we know all too well And once The sun has set the final time The footsteps in the sand shall wash away And everything that's happened in the past Will drift away Leaving nothing but pure unchanged grains But I remember