Fighting me in my ground To my ego I am bound Reaching now the lowest of the low And only down is left to go It's the enemy in me I just need to break free I'm dwelling under my skin I lead the trap I'm in Fighting through my deep depression Screaming through my darkest thoughts I need to reach the surface Need to be more than a ghost Feel my body decaying Away from the sun Sinking in with every breath I take Seek salvation in the toxic hands I feel my mind rotting, aching I'm now done Need no redemption In a dream that's never ending In the nightmare of my soul I'm lost, I'm slowly fading I'm dwelling under my skin I lead the trap I'm in Fighting through my deep depression Screaming through my darkest thoughts I need to reach the surface Need to be more than a dying ghost It's never been so dark and cold in here I need to reach the surface before I'm really gone