On earth as in hell - I am slave to sin I can hear the bell of my funeral ring There beyond the grave - I sure know who waits There with open arms - In the land of shades Voices in the wind - Louder than before The sound of bitter truth - Doomed Forevermore In my head are a thousand noises In my head are a thousand ghosts In my head are a thousand voices And no jesus saves In my head are a thousand nightmares In my head are a thousand screams In my head are a million corpses Rising from their graves And there is no end to the pain within And there is no end - More pain life will bring I will pray to whoever listens - I will do what whoever says I am far beyond resistance - Shattered like broken glass I believe though i know it's worthless I believe in the words of god I believe though i know i'm faithless I believe in the faith of blood I believe though i know i'm helpless I believe in the truth of lies I believe though i know i'm godless Tell me god - Won't you let me die