Wish I werent so sensitive - that I could blow it off And wish you the best but thats just me and I just cant Didnt even care at first but you reeled me in And now Im hanging here deboned and gutted [chorus] What was I doing? what was I thinking? Where was I going? why did I care? What was I doing ? what was I thinking? What was I asking? why did I care? Keep your distance so I can heal - dont you pick at my scabs I cant allow myself to feel but Im weak and I want you Its not my fault that you dont know what you want I will laugh at this tomorrow if I can ever fall asleep [chorus] Some days are better than others - this must be one of those others So I hide behind the fans - they make me feel ok I will pull myself out of this - there is light at the end of the tunnel As long as you dont blow it out with your sweet and sour breath [chorus]