Tom: C
C G
Hope is not a plan
Dm D
It’s a good creature but it can’t do much
C G
It’s a loser that is holding on
Dm D
Yet I yearn for finally giving up
C G
Faith is evil and it yanks my chain
Dm D
Puppy crying all in vain
C G Dm D
I am sad I still deal with all the same things that I once did
[Chorus 1]
C G Dm D
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
C G Dm D
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
C G Dm D
A brain and a body not in war
C G Dm D
Something to keep living for
C G Dm D
I cry forever lay at your feet
C G Dm D
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
C G Dm D
But thinking I did worst of all
C G Dm D
Cannot allow it
[Verse 2]
C G
So I slit my inner arms up
Dm D
Pulling all the tissue out
C G Dm D
Creating rivers from my shoulders to my thumbs
C G
I wanna take all the bad things
Dm D
All the things I didn’t think that I had to deal with
C G Dm D
And I wanna pull it all out of me
C G
There are things in here that I didn’t put there
Dm D
They were forced in me and now they’re glued
C G Dm
And please don’t yell don’t scream
D C
Or I feel unreal
G Dm D C
I am scared of you
G Dm D
But I am scared of myself too
[Chorus 2]
C G Dm D
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
C G Dm D
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
C G Dm D
A brain and a body not in war
C G Dm D
Something to keep living for
C G Dm D
I cry forever lay at your feet
C G Dm D
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
C G Dm D
But thinking I did worst of all
C G Dm D
Because you told me that’s the case
C G Dm D
And I want the things that I’m not allowed to touch
C G Dm D
A sense of something pure like love
C G Dm D
And I need the things you told me I did
C G Dm D
And it’s the grossest sense of sickening
C G Dm D
And I should’ve listened to my inner voice
C G
Speaking up
Dm D
But I never spoke up
C G Dm D
And thinking I did worst of all
C G
Cannot allow it
Dm D
Cannot allow it
C G
Cannot allow it
Dm D C
Cannot allow it
