Tom: D
G A
Looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm G A
Five times what I should have had
D Bm G A
And no, I'm not okay, but nothing's broke
D Bm
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke
G A D Bm
G A D Bm
[Verse 1]
Bm Em G A
They're out there for me, I know it
Bm Em
Too far away to see
G A
But I'm always moving toward it
Bm Em G A
It's getting hard to breathe, I don't know why
Bm Em
The air looks clear to me
G A
But the atmosphere is sordid
[Pre-chorus]
Bm G A
I'm not about to complain
Bm G
That's too much time and energy
A Bm G
Too long a walk to try to turn back
A
And I'm not the same
Em G
It's plain enough to see
G A
But some of us are living in the past
[Chorus A]
D Bm G A
Oh, but looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm
Five times what I should have had
G A
Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D
Arms too weak to climb
Bm G
But still too strong to let go
A D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke
G A D
Bm G
When my dreams go up in smoke
A D Bm
[Verse 2]
Bm Em G A
Happy new year from the ashes
Bm Em
I gave my lungs a good telling
G A
My organs forty lashes
Bm Em G A
My calendar is stuck
Bm Em
I'd make new year's resolutions
G G A
But I didn't really plan on waking up
[Chorus B]
D Bm G A
Oh, I'm getting sick and tired of fucking up
D
Yes I tried the blue pill
Bm
Clearly didn't try enough
G A
Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D Bm G
Been drowning inside out since before I woke
A D
Maybe God'll let me die when my dreams go up in smoke
[Bridge]
G A
Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D Bm
Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G A
Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D Bm
They all may want me gone, let it chase me
G A
Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D Bm
Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G A
Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D Bm
They all may want me gone, let it chase me
[Pre-Chorus]
Bm G A
I'm not about to complain
Bm G
That's too much time and energy
A Bm G
Too long a walk to try to turn back
A
And today was the same
Bm G
I nearly dodged a bullet
A G A
But the universe is going on attack
[Chorus A]
D Bm G A
Oh, but looking at the present's fucking sad
D
Yes, I tried the blue pill
Bm
Five times what I should have had
G A
Jumped out of fire into frostbite
D
Arms too weak to climb
Bm G
But still too strong to let go
A D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke
[Outro]
G A
Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D Bm
Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G A
Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D Bm
They all may want me gone, let it chase me
G A
Feed the fire all you want, you won't take me
D Bm
Knock me down all you want, watch it save me
G A
Somehow I'm moving on, and it pains me
D
Maybe God will let me die when my dreams go up in smoke
