Anxiety is consuming my body I need to fill that void Like a hurricane chasing me That all my life I tried to avoid Vomiting all the good thoughts and now there are only the bad ones I'm not capable to fix what I've done I know I'm not It's an addiction, hard to get rid of it You keep trying but you can't forget it This headache is dousing my sanity Never will come back to reality My lips are dry and my hands cold I called my friend, but there's no one home A broken glass, medicine bottles I've reached my rock bottom Can't bear this feeling inside It's not true if the victim says it's a lie The sound of the rain calms me down But the mud is pushing me into the ground This headache is dousing my sanity Never will come back to reality My lips are dry and my hands cold I called my friend, but there's no one home I'm almost giving up I'm almost giving up But I don't give up because of you This headache is dousing my sanity Never will come back to reality My lips are dry and my hands cold I called my friend, but there's no one home