Blissful thoughts evade me now Beaming sunlight brightly blinds my eyes Soft wind blowing, cool and gentle Still I'm lathered in sweat I see a smile blessed with sweetness Still I have to hide I can't seem to climb these steps Can't get off this ride Sinking low Darkest hole Reach me Poison though ugly has such a seductive nature And so it cradles me like a tiny child I long for the freedom of an empty page Too hopelessly lost to see a beginning Sinking low Darkest hole Reach me