Tom: C
C
[Verse 1]
C Am G F
I could've been a doctor, if I cared enough
C Am
But I didn't have it in me
G F
I got distracted by a bunch of stuff
C Am G F C Am G F
I'm so stupid and empty
[Verse 2]
C Am
My mind just wasn't in it
G F
And neither was my heart
C Am G F
And the drive was a lie to myself from the goddamn start
C Am G F
It's funny how for years I kept trying
C Am G F
Laughed at all the fears that I'd been hiding
C Am G F C Am G F
It took me a while to see that it didn't matter that much to me
C Am G F
'Cause I think you're so cool
C Am G F
And I didn't wanna go away to dental school
[Chorus]
C G Am N.C.
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F C Am G F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
C Am G F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F
Except maybe you
[Verse 3]
C
I wanna give up
Am
I wanna give up
G F
I don't wanna try no more
C Am G F
I wanna stop all these pathetic attempts at saving this shipwreck
C Am G F
And swim right out the door
C Am G F C Am G F
Before it sinks with a fraction of what's left of my dignity
C Am G F
I swept so many failed tests under carpets
F C
Deep down I knew this was not what I wanted (not what I wanted)
[Chorus]
C G Am N.C.
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F C Am G F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
C Am G F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
F
Except maybe you
C G Am N.C.
But I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
F C Am G F
And I still feel about as dumb as I used to
C Am G F Fmaj7
I still feel just about as dumb as I used to (as dumb as I used to)
[Outro]
C Am G F
I didn't wanna go, but the rejection still kinda hurt
C Am G F
Not as much as the one from you, though
C Am G F
That one hurt way worse
C Am G F
That one hurt way worse
C Am G F
That one hurt way worse
F C
I kept thinking things would get easier
Am G
I kept thinking I'd get better
F C Am G
I'm not basing my intelligence on some fucking letters
F C Am G
Now that it's over, I did what I was told I had to do
F C Am
But I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
G F
And I still feel just about as dumb as I used to
F
I don't care about anything as much as I used to
