Tom: F
F Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
F Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
Am
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
[Verse 1]
Dm
The sun is up but I just don’t wanna face it
Am
I found my phone but I lost my motivation
Dm Am
Took all my big dreams and threw 'em in the basement
Dm
20-something, yeah, I’m running out of options
Am
Running from these demons in my old Doc Martens
Dm Am
Mixing all my problems up with grenadine
[Pre-Chorus]
Bb Am
I try, but I just can’t get it right
[Chorus]
F Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
F Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
Am
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
[Verse 2]
Dm
I keep my medication underneath my pillow
Am
Anxiety hanging over my head just like a halo
Dm
I’m too afraid to see the world so I just lay low
Am
I lay awake and try to tell myself a story
Dm
But even all my fantasies are pretty fucking boring
Am
That’s why I fill my cup and I feel it in the morning
[Pre-Chorus]
Bb Am
I try, but I just can’t get it right
[Chorus]
F Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
Am
And now I’m screaming at my crystal ball
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
F Dm
Tunnel vision, yeah, I shut you out
Bb
Yeah, I’m sorry that I let you down
When did it get so heavy?
And how the hell did I get so messy?
[Instrumental]
F Dm Am Bb
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
F Dm Am Bb
Am
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?
[Instrumental]
F Dm Am Bb
F Dm Am Bb
F Dm Am Bb
F Dm
Had nice things but I broke 'em all
Am
Now I’m screaming at my crystal ball
When did it get so heavy?
Bb
And how the hell did I get so messy?