How do you see me through your eyes Are you ashamed of me They say you suffered on the cross And paid my penalty Circumstances, second chances I live my life on repeat If you re the God that they say you are Can your hand reach me In a time of my emptiness Through the faults of my wickedness For the lack of my gratefulness Can you make it stop I saw you suffer on the cross that night As I laughed and mocked the sight I saw the flesh ripped from your back I joined the masses with a heart so black Was the weeping and the grieving Intended for me I am a killer of the innocent A growing plague, a pestilence I am the thorn that chokes the seed The spiteful crown that made you bleed When the ground consumes this waste Remember me in the holy place I saw you suffer on the cross that night As I laughed and mocked the sight I saw the flesh ripped from your back I joined the masses with a heart so black