Nothing

I've just begun to understand 
the thing that I fear most 
not in death, not in pain, never anything.. 
uncertainty has brought me here 
it has left me standing for years paralyzed with warmth around me 
camoflaging this nothing 
so can I face it , my fear admitted and move on 
Nothing, the fear of knowing it ,the empty of feeling it 
the nothing that make me insane