Alastis

Schizophrenia (Mental Suicide)

Alastis


I think of death as if it`s near 
Plan my future as if it`s doesn`t exist 
I`d like to die without having lived 
Disappear without regret nor joy 
Death is perhaps a delivery 
Nobody`s never managed to prove it 

I`d like to have no future 
Kill without remorse even friends 
Be an animal without faith nor law 

Mad, I begin to be mad 

I feel my nerves that are cracking 
I want to weep and to laugh 
An interior force pushes me to suicide 
An other one pushes me to folly 
I think of death as if it`s near 
Project my future as if it doesn`t exist...