Tom: C
C Am
I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week
G
Cuz I know it's not me
F
I know it's not me
C Am
I'm just trying to figure out who I want to be this week
G
Cuz I know it's not me
F
I know it's not me
[Chorus]
Am F C G
No, contrary to your popular belief
C Dm
I’ve been drowning in the depths
Am
So far gone and so dark
G F
That nobody can save me
[Verse]
C
Am
I don't mean to sound impatient or hollow and insincere
C
But I've got postcards in my kitchen saying "l wish you here"
Am
I'm stubborn and ungrateful with the people in my life
C
Oh, I often want to off myself, but I don't quite wanna die
F C G C
Oh, I’m not really who you say that I am
F C Dm
I'd be better off dead or living on the lam
[Pre-chorus]
C Am
Well I'm just trying to figure out who I want you all to see
G
Because I know it's not me
F
I know it's not me
C Am
I'm just trying to figure out who I want you all to see
G
Because I know it's not me
F
I know it's not me
[Chorus]
Am F C G
No, contrary to your popular belief
C Dm
I’ve been drowning in the depths
Am
So far gone and so dark
G F
That nobody can save me
[Verse]
C
Am
Now the bathtub's running over and the oven gas is on
C
And my last will and testament has already been drawn
Am
So thanks for coming over, that was awfully nice of you
C
Feel free to shoot the messenger cause I'm just passing through
F C G C
Nobody tells you selling your soul is what it takes
F C Dm
Cheers to everyone who thought that I would make it
[Pre-chorus]
C Am
Well, I'm just trying to figure out how I want you all to grieve
G
Because I know I gotta leave
F
I know I gotta leave
C Am
I'm just trying to figure out how I want you all to grieve
G
Cuz I know I gotta leave
F
I know I gotta leave
[Chorus]
Am F C G
No. Contrary to your popular beliefs
C Dm Am G F
I'll be dead, before you even think
C Dm Am G F
Oh, I'll be dead, before you even think to save me
